it's coming...

finally,one more paper left...

started to flashback how it all started...

in flight with tonnes of stuffs for college...eager to see how would it be there

i'm there...d whole week with MMS, where friendships started to pop its darling bud

over time it blooms...in friendship: ups n downs, starting n ending, hating n reconciling, fitting in.....

tonnes of stresses had been dealt with...classes, buses, rushes, finances, procrastinations...it's all there

and love...found one out of nowhere...

lots of time spent together..at first it's just a mere crush or maybe u can say it as a friendship...

going out together, having lunch together...seeing each other every single day...

at the moment, i didn't even know what to call it...is there something else in both of these raging heart, to find the real feelings to share with each other?.or is it just to have something to fill in ur time with?.idk.

on the night of 28th January 2010, it's finally happening.....

u held my hands, saying that "i wanna be with u,so badly...but i'm afraid."

yes, i'm afraid too...and the fear is slowly coming to the max..

it's already 18th March, n we're nearly 2months in 10days time..

n i'm leaving u,baby....

i'm afraid that i'm going to have my flight tickets back to Miri on d 4th of April...

which is in 2 weeks, 4 days...and it's slowly decreasing

it felt like just yesterday i met u and u held my hand for the first time...

it's d most wonderful feeling ever since a year ago, where my love for a guy was just a fad...

"i loved you before, but i love u no more"...

please wait for me,sayang...

i'd do anything to come back for you, and i will...

just hold on to me tightly, like u'll ever see me again...

whenever i think of the amount of time that is left for us, i cried...

how am i going to live without you?.

i know we're going to make this work for the both of us...

and i hope that you can just bear with me..

sayang, i love you so much...

please...i'm begging you..wait for me

look me in d eyes and mean it, that you will and always think of me and how we used to be...

i hate how much i love u...and i hate how much i need you

"i'll give my all to have just one more nite with u...i'll risk my life to feel ur body next to mine...cuz i can't go on,living in d memories over time...i'll give my all for ur love tonite..." ♥'

LOL

what is it??
i don't know-it just fell out my bum!

aku nak pegi cruise...blh x??. T.T

This is the world's largest cruise ship, OASIS OF THE SEA, owned by Royal Caribbean Int.

*7 times as large as the Titanic.

*Tonnage: 285,282 GT

*Length: 1,181 ft. overall. Height: 236 ft. above water line

*Capacity: 6296 people

Features:

*2-storey loft suites n luxury suites measuring 1,600 sq ft, with balconies overlooking the seas or the promenade.

*a zip-line, a casino, a mini-golf course, multiple nite clubs, several bars n lounges, a karaoke club, a comedy club, 4 swimming pools, volleyball n basketball courts, theme parks n nurseries for children.

*Central Park features boutiques, restaurant n bars, including access to the Rising Tide Bar, which can be raised or lowered to 3 separate levels. It will house the 1st living park wif over 12,000 plants n 56 trees.

*The Pool and Sports Zone features a sloped-entry beach pool n 2 surf stimulators.

*Vitality at Sea Spa & Fitness Center features a spa for teens.

*Boardwalk features a handcrafted carousel, restaurants, bars, shops, 2 rock-climbing walls, n a tattoo parlor.

*it's outdoor 750-seat AquaTheater amphitheatre hosts the ship's largest freshwater pool.

*Royal Promenade features restaurants & shops and is viewable from a mezzanine

*Youth Zone features a science lab & computer gaming.

the awesomeness is just too cool for me...

gempak dowh!!.. XD

final exam!!!aarrgghhhhh 0_________o

the finals are here!!!

mcm x percaye pule~..yg kitorg dh nak abes asasi T.T
skrg tggal 2mggu je lg nak spend msa ngn kwn2 asasi..pasni we'll be separated
gler sedeyh...

pastu skrg tggal 1 je lg yg kitorg perlu abeskan b4 enjoy almost 4months of doing nothing..final exam!.skrg bru abes d 1st paper, INTRO TO LITERATURE...old library gler sejuk,dh plan awl2 nak pkai my MNG turtleneck today to sit for a 3hours test

lupekan dlu psl exam,skrg deal wif TESL Asasian's "GEMPAK DOWH!!" BBQ Party, which, i am d freakin' organizer..everybody keep asking me about d masquerade party that we initially planned to have, but since bajet xde plak, so kitorg trpaksa bwat low-budget party je...that is BBQ!!fun gak actually XD

skrg bz meeting bout d bbq, which would be held at tmn tasik shah alam at 3rd march 2010..mcm2 nak kena buat,tggal beberapa hari je lg...so,kena carik ramai support team so that bnda ni akan menjadi dgn jayanya.. XD

so, i will wish myself LUCK for the FINAL EXAMS & "GEMPAK DOWH!!" BBQ party

ngee~... XD

whoa! willow!!

for more, on FB...belambak kott :DD

fuhh...

haha...ckp nak update..dah berkurun lma nya x update blog kott.. :P

ok...stakat ni,sem 2 mmg bergerak dgn amat pntas...pejam celik dh nak abes dah...woot woot!!! :D

all tht i can remember is that bila start sem2,hidup dpenuhi dgn class,bas,sect2,annoying mawar n lots more...then msa cuti mid sem,balik JB, shop till i drop wif my mum...balik je dr JB, trus terjun jd crew for whoa!willow!!..

it's kablam!dabush!!..being a crew for this great theater staging really means a lot to me...experiences, new friends, new connections, new bf...huhu :P

then, started going out wif en adib..he's d stage manager for willow..date, then we turned out to be 2 loving lovebirds..huhu..love u so much,syg..

now we've been together for 1month++...it's been great, finally there is someone to be love n i being in love...

u're not PERFECT but u are THE ONE for me...luv u mush2 <3