hari raya

the EID is exactly 1 week away...YEAYAHOO~!!!

i'm happy just because i'm going to celebrate the eid at my beloved kampung - without those people who are worthless to talk about

so...i've bought a baju kurung moden for myself - in my new fave colour TURQUOISE

okay, quite happy bout that...it's not really the one i'm looking for but it is good enough, so.......hurmm

currently.....

i'm in my room @ kolej mawar, ALONE :'(

quite sad bout my condition right now but what to do...

it's my fault that i bought the ticket back to JB dated on the 5th..

my mom had reminded me to buy the one on the 4th but, idk what i was thinking at that moment...

oh yes, i thought that my PTPTIPU money would be in before raya, so i thought that if i spend more time here, i could at least spend it on stuff to bring back home for raya...so, the only reason that is making me miserable right now is the fact that the money is not here yet...

thus, as they say...no money, no talk :| haha, yeah right

during break fast, i went out with my beloved Joe busuk...we went out to eat together as for today might be the last day we could go out and buka puasa together, then it's gonna be two weeks to go for our next meeting...

two weeks are quite long enough for me to get cranky and a bit insecure till Joe can hear me whine at least everyday :D i love whining

so, it's gonna be tomorrow (plan: emptiness), and then a long and lonely Sunday (bus at 5pm) and expecting to arrive at JB at night, maybe around 10p.m...then it's gonna be an outing day, perhaps, on Monday with Nad in the morning and with Mom at night...then on Tuesday at 5pm would be my flight back to Miri, expecting to land on Borneo land 2hours and 30minutes later...on the next day, which is on the 8th, will be travelling again through Brunei and Limbang to reach Lawas, my kampung...till then, just hope that i would survive and be alive in the end of this loneliness of mine...

i hope i got good movies to watch...

oh yeah, tomorrow can be a bit of shopping-raya-day and laundry day...

and please please please, give me the chance to spend some time with Joe busuk on this Sunday before i get on the bus...aminnn~

i'm gonna miss u damn much, busuk :'(

p/s: be safe, be sure, don't contemplate anymore, try to have fun in complete loneliness :)