surat (ex-)cinta.

haishh~

ok ok,first of all...i love typing.

because i've put on a nice shade of nail polish.thanx to hafizah zuraini :D

i love to see my fingers jumping around the keyboard..it's like they're wearing a dark pastel pink dress. XD

haha.

actually before ni dah tulis bout somethg..around 2-3 paragraphs (small2 one only)

tapii~... *backspace backspace backspacee~*

sebab i don't think that talking bout what i wrote would help anybody in any situation.

a bit hurt seeing someone posting somethg on FB and i thot by writing bout what i wrote would make him feel the same.just like how i am feeling rite now.

i know i don't deserve someone like you (somehow) but for that one whole year,i've been thinking that i might not the kind of girl that you want.

i realized i'm not the girl of your dreams.u didn't even mentioned that to me before.

i can't give or present myself as someone you want.

u always show me that you always want somethg more than what i have.

i realized i can't. it's just not me to change in that way.

it seems like you are a guy who knows what he wants.n u show that to me.

and what u actually want is not me.i don't think so.u didn't make me think so.

it's just too little too late.

it takes those tears to make it rust.

it takes no time to fall in love. but it takes you years to know what love is.

u said that u've imagined ur whole life with me.

n i'm the reason u are here.

i just hope that you'll found the one you always wanted.

it breaks my heart to know that i'm always not enough.

it breaks my heart i can't talk to you bout how i'm feeling when i'm down.

it breaks my heart that we can't 'play tennis' bcoz u're not good at it.

it breaks my heart when i know the fact that u wanted to be with me but u don't know how to keep me by ur side.

it breaks my heart i slipped out of our love.

it breaks my heart i still have feelings for you eventho i'm pretty sure with my decision.

it breaks my heart i have to make that decision.

i hate the fact that u've been my 'routine' for one whole year.

and i hate it that i have to change it.