I would rather not feel anything

sometimes we'll be better off not feeling anything.

coz feeling something leads to many consequences.

some good.but mostly, bad.

for instance, having a 'special' feeling towards someone.

I know, like, duhhh~, this is totally inevitable when it happens.

I think all feelings are inevitable, don't they?.

but what the hell, this one is the most common.

and this is the reason why this post exist.

teehee.

other feelings - we can get rid off easily.

I mean, not totally get rid off but at least you can push it to the back of your mind.

but the feeling of falling in love?.

try opening up your stomach and see butterflies come out of your guts whenever you see that particular someone.

it is a beautiful feeling but this is the point where we will build up expectations and most importantly, hope.

hope of having that person close to your heart.

but if that never happen...

you'll be partially crushed and the rest is just full of disappointment.

and the feeling of not wanted?. hahah for sure.

and then you'll feel unattractive, inadequate, stupid for expecting even the smallest thing he/she do has a meaning/is a sign.....

so yeah,

you would rather not feel anything.

coz feeling something might just break your heart even more.

toodles~.