ok,first of all..kali ni update blog lain cket..
mls nk 2nd language sgt..
i just feel like it...now i'm experiencing different kind of feelings,emotions n what not..
babi sial,minggu ni sgt busy..
setelah bgelut ngn emosi yg amat2 x stabil for the past couple of weeks,i'm keeping myself busy with stuff..
well,sbnarnya bnda2 yg di'busy'kan sgt tu dtg sendiri tanpa diduga..
tup tup dh melambak keja meletup dpan aku..
hambek ko ;
dh lama x update yee....nak dkat sebulan kott
bkn xnak,it's just tht xde peluang..
yelah kann,skrg org dh xde broadband...nak on9 lepak library yg sejuk nk mampos,tu pun kena pegi after 5 baru best..
sedih sial~
zmn skrg,org yg x bduit stress yg amat,ok?.
ohh,nak ckp psl ape yg blaku kpd diriku yg malang ini..
terasa seperti diri dipermainkan dan 'dibuang' begitu sahaja (xnak guna pkataan tbuang sbnrnya tp dh xde idea nk guna term ape)..
i need my mojo back..which i think could only be there if i hv a boyfriend..
sucks gler hidup aku sbg sorg pompuan yg muda,hot (hot kerr??),friendly n pndai bsosial ni xley hidup tanpa seorg manusia yg bgelar BF disisi??.
mgkn jugak aku mmg xde sorg kwn rapat yg kisah nk ajk g mana2,yg tau segala bnda psl aku,know what i'm up to and such...
i do have a lot of friends,close ones..but sometimes it feels lonely eventho u're surrounded with friends...
ape yg aku perlukan sbnrnya??
ape yg aku nak sbnrnya??
ape yg aku tak perlu sbnrnya utk buat aku sedar ngn lbh byk bnda n possibilities yg ade d sekeliling aku??
please someone tell me..
ok,kalau psl mamat tu malas nk cite kat sini..
meletihkan jari-jemari aku jer..
korg tau cite,sudah la...tp kwn2 yg berkaitan,kena ingat..
we used to be in a 'herd'...korg kawan die,korg pun kwn aku jugak..
so whatever yg korg dgr drpd aku hanyalah my side of d story kott...korg pndai2 la compare n x jd berat sebelah..listen to both sides of the story,then compare...both sides ade relevance sendiri,tp of course i'm hurt but what can someone like me do to fix or change that??.to him,i'm nothing.
ok2,tukar mood cepat2...
td sgt best n gempak dowhh~!!!..
td kitorg ade 'Getting 2 Know U, Yes You!' kat padang intec..
aku jdk kepala registration tp yg menghampakan aku dtg lewat..smua org tggu,aku x ske sbnrnya -_____- mcm xley diharap pun ade jugee.....
tp sorry laa kengkawan,dh beberapa hari diri terasa amat letih...n mlm td xde mood sgt sbb certain unexpected circumstances yg tjadi,pastu balik umah text lg psl bnda yg sma ngn mamat gelap tuh..malassss,tau tak malassss sbnrnya????.tolong laa..
td msa G2KU xde la participate sgt dlm games dorg...mencapap je kt situ sudeh..
i'm gonna miss d asasians...dh la drama dorg sgt gempak...ktorg rsa sgt undermined tros hahahaha XP
they pulled it off BIG time...when i say big, i mean it was really big...i'm a proud sister ;)
ok,mcm essay....
post lg bnda merepek-repek d post yg strusnya..
toodles~
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