great moments

and here i am

still awake at 2a.m. (quite early in nocturnal people's world)

trying to update my blog

quite tired but still okay

after the crazy, hectic weekend of the month :|

finally, the asasian's public speaking competition is O.V.E.R

fuhhh~

it went well,thanks to the organizing team and participants and bla bla blaa~..

one of the most interesting story of the year: a visit to Tangkak,my beloved adib's grandparent place..there was a khatan kenduri made for adib's cousins who are going to be grab n cut on the............(fill in d blanks) :D kesian dorg haha

there was me, adib, paeh & kerak..

initially, we attended ikki's wedding in muar..right after visiting ikki n in,we went to adib's tok mak's home in tangkak,which was filled with relatives coming for the kenduri

so, yeah...i've met the family :O

huhu scaryyy~

but it was fun, and i'm glad that adib introduced me to his wonderful family

as usual,some 'interviews' from the family members especially tok mak n adib's mom,just asking the usual stuff..

i freaked out a bit but i like it at the same time

i love u,busuk

seriously, i think that my writing skills and organization (for blogs) are slowly getting weirder and perhaps incorrect..or odd O____o

idk why,maybe i just blankly wrote stuffs coming or passing through my mind..

i'm still quite overwhelmed by the things i did n encounter during the whole weekend, so i might need some time to calm myself down...

love,affection,n cuddles may help...

sayang,i want u here with me right now :'|

still doesn't know when i'm going back to JB

let's just let things smooth down and fall into their places later

i'm too tired (mentally) to make any decisions right now that might change my routine and environment..this is what happens when u travel n move here n there a lot most of the time..i need a holiday :|

holiday without moving from my seat,can ah??.

so damn bored..

i need ideas though for my downloads moment..

i need songs,i need to update my quite ancient playlist

oh yeah, on the 30th November 2010 (today lah) is my beloved adib busuk's graduation day!..i'm so proud of u,syg

let's make our life more meaningful with the people we love and with those who cares..life's to short to be alone :)

why??

why

do people (women especially) love to have and maybe make up an imaginary problems to worry about?.

i know sometimes i do..

why

do women need love and attention while guys need space and less concern on small things that matter to women?.

no comment.

why

do women need more and more clothes each time the trend changes now and then while guys can shop for tshirts and jeans only once a year?.

women make the world prettier with more varieties???

why

do we need to be skinny to feel good and confident?.

because people care and pay soo damn much attention on bulgy stomach and such

why

you can't change yourself for to be better?.

urmmm~can't answer that,i simply don't know :)

p/s: super damn bored :|

in a cage

bird cage...

birdy birdy birdy :D

hoo yeahh~ today joe+me took a trip to KL Bird Park, the largest free-flight walk-in bird park in the world...how cool is that??.

the pamphlet says:

"once you step into the entrance gate, it is as if you are stepping into a huge bird cage..."

oh yes,it does feel like it...it is home for nearly 3000 birds with different species from all around the world

it smells like poo all the time but the experience we had worth a lot. :D

and yeah,i also fed the cutesy parrots!..some of them are perves by the way...they landed on the places they shouldn't land...

what else??.oh yeah, some male peacocks followed (stalked) us...maybe it's because i'm wearing a pair of peacock feather earrings..hahahaha

it may be insulting to them, but hey, they should know that it's trendy and people are wearing and selling them everywhere..

no offence, pretty peacocks :)

after the trip, we went to The Mines...it has been a while since the last time we went there together...i kinda love the mall..it's a bit small but sometimes it's better than huge malls with lots of places to cover..

and yeah, joe bought a new mobile phone - Nokia E5

loovee the phone..5mp camera,wifi,gps,and some other cool features :)

kinda sad...tomorrow i'm going back to JB for a week, will come back here at the 23rd..so,i will not be seeing joe for a while...after a week here,we'll not be seeing each other for another month,which is till end of the year...

i wish i wish i wish next year joe's not going to be too far away from here...but if there's no other choice,i have to let go :'(

i'm gonna miss u so much,busuk..me wuv u :')

p/s: i know my post kinda lame this time, but, idk..maybe i'm just too busy on my newly signed up twitter n tumblr account :D

travel of the year

okay...on d last post i said that i'm going to take the bus from S.A to J.B...

I DID NOT GET ONTO THE BUS

instead, my mom called me early in the morning, asking whether I've packed or not and she's planning to go down to S.A on that very day to pick me up

hurmmm~...there it goes, rm38 bus ticket :|

so...when my mom came, i brought her to PAS to go and look for another baju raya for me (i already bought a turquoise-colored modern baju kurung but i want another one, just a simple baju kurung will do)

but i didn't found one bcoz it is too hard for me to find the one that the sleeves can actually reach my wrist..so, we spent the money on serunding, tudung, and food... :D

i reached JB on Saturday, and the next day was shopping day...spent most of the day looking for my baju kurung...and then at last, i found one...it's kinda gorgeous - it's leopard-printed, black and white, chiffon, just my size, simple and it's cheap!.love it so much :D

and my mom also bought me a brand new phone - CSL Blueberry-a 9500 (and it's red!)

really love it...thanx mom!. :DD

i bought so much stuff, i can't recall...

still waiting for PTPTN to bank in the money (hurry!)

huhh~...some more stuff to go on my shopping list

today is Tuesday and i just reached home in Sarawak...

tomorrow will be a long, long day as we will go to Lawas by car :O

i got the government warrant ticket (claimed by my mom) and will be able to get 2 free tickets each year (two-way) till i reach 21 :D

my mom got me an air asia flight...with this ticket, i was given 20kg free cargo-luggage (i NEVER travel lightly), express boarding, free meals and most important is - the ticket itself was totally free!..i really do love free stuff.. :)

on board, i broke my fast at least 4000 feet above somewhere in the middle of the South China Sea..it's really great, they gave me nasi briyani bukhara(?), kit-kat, Spritzer, fresh orange juice and crackers..yummy~! :D

thus...

SALAM AIDILFITRI UTK SEMUA, TAK KIRA DI MANA ANDA BERADA!.

have fun, people!..eat lots!. :D

p/s: so far, so good...just don't mess up no more :)

hari raya

the EID is exactly 1 week away...YEAYAHOO~!!!

i'm happy just because i'm going to celebrate the eid at my beloved kampung - without those people who are worthless to talk about

so...i've bought a baju kurung moden for myself - in my new fave colour TURQUOISE

okay, quite happy bout that...it's not really the one i'm looking for but it is good enough, so.......hurmm

currently.....

i'm in my room @ kolej mawar, ALONE :'(

quite sad bout my condition right now but what to do...

it's my fault that i bought the ticket back to JB dated on the 5th..

my mom had reminded me to buy the one on the 4th but, idk what i was thinking at that moment...

oh yes, i thought that my PTPTIPU money would be in before raya, so i thought that if i spend more time here, i could at least spend it on stuff to bring back home for raya...so, the only reason that is making me miserable right now is the fact that the money is not here yet...

thus, as they say...no money, no talk :| haha, yeah right

during break fast, i went out with my beloved Joe busuk...we went out to eat together as for today might be the last day we could go out and buka puasa together, then it's gonna be two weeks to go for our next meeting...

two weeks are quite long enough for me to get cranky and a bit insecure till Joe can hear me whine at least everyday :D i love whining

so, it's gonna be tomorrow (plan: emptiness), and then a long and lonely Sunday (bus at 5pm) and expecting to arrive at JB at night, maybe around 10p.m...then it's gonna be an outing day, perhaps, on Monday with Nad in the morning and with Mom at night...then on Tuesday at 5pm would be my flight back to Miri, expecting to land on Borneo land 2hours and 30minutes later...on the next day, which is on the 8th, will be travelling again through Brunei and Limbang to reach Lawas, my kampung...till then, just hope that i would survive and be alive in the end of this loneliness of mine...

i hope i got good movies to watch...

oh yeah, tomorrow can be a bit of shopping-raya-day and laundry day...

and please please please, give me the chance to spend some time with Joe busuk on this Sunday before i get on the bus...aminnn~

i'm gonna miss u damn much, busuk :'(

p/s: be safe, be sure, don't contemplate anymore, try to have fun in complete loneliness :)

another one

so, here's another one...

post :|

hurmmm.....

okay, this week has been really (or quite?) productive...cuz i've been busy with PT documents and such...

on MONDAY...

Mdm (Miss) Moon texted me early in the morning that goes somethg like this;

"lit test will be at 1pm at cendana 1&2"... - without mentioning the date

so, i went on texting each and every classmates (29 to be exact) to tell them that lit test will be held today (Monday)...

until i found out that it was actually going to be on the next day - freakin' Tuesday :|

sorry for the wrong info, guys..but seriously, i woke up very lazy and tired and i've been thinking on how the hell am i going to deal with the surat akuan sumpah that i need to issue for PTPTN matter...and texting all 1B students are really tiring, with organizing d phone numbers n stuff...and don't even mention bout the credits i've spent (btw, i took rm5 from the photostate piggy bank t cover the texting charges) :D

on TUESDAY

this is officially the busiest day for the rest of the week..so let's keep it simple then...

class started at 8.30am till 12.30pm..12.30pm to 1pm was the asasians public speaking competition meeting for sponsorships...1pm literature test...dealing with sir rizal's book and photostating notes + get certification from dr. shireena for PTPTN matters, done at 2.10pm...2.10pm - call Joe to pick me up at the bustop and drive me to Kompleks Sukan (i want to rush, so i'm skipping buses)..2.10 till 2.50pm - sit at bustop, anxiously waiting for Joe who's apparently busy consulting his students in the office (didn't texted me saying he's busy) so, 1 precious hour got wasted at the stupid bustop where pathetic guys with meaningless lives wooing me like they're somekind of hotshots or somethg, ppfftttt~..3pm till 4pm - in process if submitting PT documents, went back to my room right after and get 2hours rest (in sweat)..at 6pm, get ready to buka puasa at ani sup utara sect 2 with niessa and the gang and after that, we went to the Ethos! meeting together at the faculty..guess when it ended - 11pm...

so, occupied for the whole day (in a rush) with only 2hours of rest...i'm still alive :)

on WEDNESDAY

quite a slow day...then class ended at 3pm, saw sheril's message: meeting org. comm. at 6pm...gosh, i've made plans to go out and buka puasa with Joe!..i get to leave early though, so thanx babe.. :)

buka puasa at PKNS with Joe, Ayep and his girl...i had lamb chop - yummy!..then walk around a bit, then we went home...it was really nice, though.. :D

on THURSDAY...

no class at all...lay on bed till 1pm, got tatatertib from kolej (the best part of the day)...then Kesat at 5-7pm...buka puasa a bit late...and now, the whole nite lepak with the girls (nad, atyn) and sleepover at sheril's room (without sheril)

so...........i really don't know what to say

my weekends seem boring, with no plans or whatsoever..

btw, Joe is going to JB for his secondary school's reunion...

note to self: just try to have fun on my own and if Joe is not answering calls or replying msgs during his stay at JB, he's soo gonna get it...gggrrrrr :(

p/s: i'll get insecure if my boyfriend is far away from me...i know, it sucks...I SUCK :|

happy fasting :)

it's the month of the year again...RAMADHAN

yes, i know...time passed by so fast, and Raya is coming soon enough...

i haven't bought the tickets to go back to Miri yet..coz i'm thinking of not going back for Raya this year..still considering, just hope that it's not going to be too late..whatever :|

so...next week is 'class test week'..till then, let us use as much as our weekends to study and revise cuz i really wanna score well for this semester :D

the thought of me struggling with grades for the rest of my degree years if i continue to procrastinate a lot like i did during asasi just haunts me real bad..at least i want to excel in this one part or stage of my life so that i can live happily on my own without depending so much on anybody else, especially my family...i guess that everybody loves to care so much about themselves rather than caring bout anybody else, so i guess i just need to lead my own life wherever i want it to be with those i love and those who really loves me..

there's so much to tell...love, life, disappointment, exhaustion, boredom, friendship, patience, etc.....

but i don't want to end up babbling about it in my blog, i don't like that, so let's just keep those feelings to myself, shall we?. :D

everybody's being cranky..even myself, i don't know why...

if i could, i would want to complain here and there but my time is just too precious to be spent on people who would like/forced to work in a certain profession (especially those who work for customers) who don't know their places and think that they can talk to people who do not, in whatsoever way, annoy or 'carik pasal' to them in such an unideal way...u were supposed to entertain ur customers' curiosity, not to accuse them of doing something that they didn't do and use that as an excuse to not to entertain them...i mean, wtf is that?!.ko ingat ko sorg je yg busy banyak keja??.please, go find something else to do and give me someone who got enough brains/rationality to replace ur job

so i think that's all...just the thought of all the stupid people around me this past few days just makes me even crankier...toodles

p/s: angry + annoyed = don't mess with me